As much as I am excited there is only one more chemo to go, when I am in the middle of the bleurghh I can't imagine that I have to do this all over again!!. My nails are hurting again, the aches are shooting round my legs, I have the revolting taste in my mouth, and I am basically lying on the sofa feeling green.
I do not even have the capacity to read a book, as my concentration is so limited.
Yesterday I decided to check out daytime TV!!! Discovered there is not much on, so for some masochistic reason stuck to the cooking channel. Somehow watching people cooking and eating seemed to make up for the fact that I cannot taste anything. I am surviving on bland foods as they don't seem to get so distorted by the coating on my tongue- so jacket potatoes, cheese on toast, crisps and ice cream all work really well- but can't face fruit or vegetables as they are so acidic and bitter. Add to the increase of steroids and increase of appetite and it is a good job I only have one cycle left, as I will be absolutely HUGE if I carry on at this rate!!
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Well you cant have too much of a good thing!!
Keep going girl - you'll get through this hypochondriasis phase!!
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